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Ep 100 - The Side Of Siv Ngesi Nobody Sees

17 March 202675 min listen

In our 100th episode of Beyond Physical, Seb sits down with Siv Ngesi — multi-award-winning actor, comedian, TV presenter, MC, producer, and entrepreneur. But this conversation goes far beyond titles. Siv shares what it means to live fully and unapologetically — from building multiple businesses to training for HYROX, exploring pole dancing and drag, and refusing to be defined by one path. He also opens up about something more personal: navigating the grief of losing his mom, and how it’s shaped the way he shows up in life today. This episode is about identity, expression, and giving yourself permission to be more than one thing. A powerful reminder that growth doesn’t come from fitting into a box — it comes from embracing all parts of who you are. 🎧 Listen now and let us know what shifted your perspective.

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In our 100th episode of Beyond Physical, Seb sits down with Siv Ngesi — multi-award-winning actor, comedian, TV presenter, MC, producer, and entrepreneur. But this conversation goes far beyond titles. Siv shares what it means to live fully and unapologetically — from building multiple businesses to training for HYROX, exploring pole dancing and drag, and refusing to be defined by one path. He also opens up about something more personal: navigating the grief of losing his mom, and how it’s shaped the way he shows up in life today. This episode is about identity, expression, and giving yourself permission to be more than one thing.

A powerful reminder that growth doesn’t come from fitting into a box — it comes from embracing all parts of who you are. 🎧 Listen now and let us know what shifted your perspective.

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